At the Bottom Looking Down

Looking Down From the Bottom

Today is a day I don’t want to last

Nothing I can do about present or past

Always these memories keep coming ‘round

Feels like I’m at the bottom looking down.

Tomorrow may be different; I really don’t care

For better or worse I know how I’ll fare

How much longer can I stay above ground

Feels like I’m at the bottom looking down

At night I don’t sleep; Just lie in the night

Wondering if it’s worth it to keep up the fight

I’m a stray dog on my last day in the pound

Feels like I’m at the bottom looking down

I used to love reading; Now they’re just words

I used to love Robins: Now they’re just birds

I used to love music:  Now they’re just sounds

Feels like I’m at the bottom looking down